I've voluntary lost my voice.

I hate myself for the things that crawl out of my Buccal cavity.

The only time I ever feel comfortable in this skin is when I'm alone. Not having to go over and analyze why it is I've said the things that I have said. The only solution I see for me to gather inner stability is to become a mute.

.....Also by choosing this path I avoid all confrontation with those who'd I'd really rather not share a conversation with.