''Accept..Embrace what you have so sincerely been longing for'' I tell myself.Flashing through my mind is thoughts of this past fortnight.Winter in New York,snow on my window sills,snow on her nose...The warmth between her hands and mine.Street lights and paperback poetry.
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I was certain the drugs would have done it..10 days,10 consecutive nights.Not even the starvation could aid or complete the process.
I can feel my sharp ribs almost digging through my pale skin..Trying to escape my fragile and thin frame,my shell of a body.Trying to escape much the same as I.
My mind has completely unraveled..Yet for reasons beyond my control I'm still not ended.
A cocktail of drugs,a cocktail of glass,a knife self driven through my left breast please just let me be,let it end.
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